i am alive.
tired, burned out, and relatively sick of mundane school life.

but i am still here, kicking and screaming.
there just hasn't been much time for me to ponder and mull over the things of life.

i also have been literally uninspired to write anything.

should i list?

-the weather confuses me
-i rewarded my behavior by buying songs from itunes
-i made a killer sandwich today
-colbie caillat really hits the spot in regards to music right now, i would have to say that she is the feminine version of jack johnson

and then i had this moment a couple of days ago, when i felt really emo and i wanted to watch korean music videos.
conclusion... somebody always dies... usually the girl. and i can time it like clockwork. the weather is usually rainy and there is a clip of the road/signal light. you hear the screech of tires...and the guy rushing to his "dead girl"..
this makes me think that in korea people get hit by cars alot.
and it also makes me think that if people are dying at this rate from car hits, than i can't say much about the medical system in korea. just because these days getting hit by a car doesn't warrant a death. only sometimes. oh these koreans are ever so dramatic, yet so predictable.
and instead of feeling really sad and melancholy, i laughed. wondering and timing the possibility of an untimely death.
there was another one i watched, where it took place in like Alaska in a random airport.
two korean guys and a girl were pilots. and they apparently wanted to be in the wilderness of korea flying planes. there was an obvious love triangle, but the one girl was already married to the girl...
basically what happens is during the night, this random, white fat guy did something accidentally to one of planes. i like how the make the culprit a fat white guy.
the husband gets a call for a plane and he is all eager about flying the plane. which in the ends begins to have trouble and blow up in the face of his wife and friend. BOOM! he's dead....

the wife gets depressed and so does his friend... his friend by the way drives a CRUELLA deVIL car in mid place of alaska, who does that?
and in the end... wife ends up flying the plane into a kamikaze mission. what a WASTE of film.
at least it wasn't a car accident, but they were in alaska... it would have been more interesting if she had died from a moose attack or thin ice.
i don't know. koreans make me laugh.

oh wait here is the video...
i found it.




hahah or maybe it was canada.... whatever.
point is girl always die... and then you get surprise like this when they both die.

- soif